We may not realise it, but we talk behind people's backs a lot. Kutuk sini kutuk sana. Talk about them as if we know them - but we don't.
Lesson's learnt. I hope I remember at all times to keep my mouth shut and not talk bad about people. Because as we learnt in PAI (lulz) mengumpat is a big sin and should be avoided.
"Whoever believes in Allah and the Last Day should say something good or keep silent"
I've been slandered a lot at school. I always heard stupid, absurd rumours about me and the thing is that, most of them weren't even true. And I wouldn't have the faintest idea as to who started it. Everyday I'd walk around school, meet people and not knowing whether they really are my friend or not.
I mean, I think of ALL the girls as my friends, but they don't think of me that way lol.
But you know what, it might just be a lesson for me, to not talk bad about my friends. Siapa yang memang tak pernah mengumpat orang lain memang I salute you.
Inshaa Allah sama sama kita muhasabah diri balik.
Anyway, holidays have been good so far. I really like waking up each morning not having to rush for anything and doing whatever I want. And the thing is, I don't feel like I'm wasting my time. I can read the paper slowly and actually absorb the information.
And Alhamdulillah my Chinese classes are going okay. I'm struggling to remember all the words, all the strokes and all. It's quite difficult.
I'm still teaching tuition and I have 4 students now :)
And it's just... fun you know. I really don't regret not going to fast track or getting a job.
And I am also watching a Korean drama. And this is all Fatin Raihana's fault for sucking me into KDramas yet again (after I quit for so long).
It's called Flower Boy Next Door :3
Alhamdulillah, my life is great. And it always has been. Because Allah has always given me more than what I actually deserve.