Indelible Part 3

Dahlia

I met Dahlia on the first day at INTEC. It was after Maghrib, and I haven't eaten my food yet. So I went out of the surau to eat and Dahlia was there with this other girl (can't remember her name lol) sitting at a table, and they were talking in English. And I was like, in my head, "oh, cool girls who would probably not like me".
I kind of wanted to talk to them, but I was scared lol, especially of Dahlia.

But I sat a few seats away, and I said something. I don't particularly remember what and what happened after that is currently blurred in my mind, but I remember while I was eating, Dahlia came and sat in front of me and asked me what my name was. And after that we just started talking.

To be honest, it was nerve-wrecking. I was scared that she wouldn't like me.

But, being around her - I could be myself. I made stupid jokes, which she actually laughed at. She made equally weird jokes, which I laughed at. We were both, weird. And it was comfortable.

It's been a few months since that first day. And now, we sit next to each other in class.

Dahlia and I. We're not really friends who share the same interests. As in, we don't like the same movies, we don't like the same music, we don't like the same tv shows. We barely talk about those kinds of stuff. We have fun together, laugh together, share stupid stories, make lame jokes and just be there for each other :3

Dahlia is one of the few people who laughs at the lame jokes I make. She is one of the few who doesn't make fun of me liking k-pop (and that's kind of a first). She is one of the few who really know me. She's a really special friend. She pays for my food and drinks without thinking twice. And she gave me a really nice shawl for raya.

She's one of my favourite person at intec and I'm seriously glad to have met her. Thank you Allah for letting me meet this girl.

Indelible Part 2

417

417 is my house number. As I have mentioned in one of my previous posts, my housemates are Amira, Tini and Pini.

Over the 3 months of living together, it is safe to say that we now have a very strong bond.

 me and tini

amira and pini

I am so so glad to have gotten them as my housemates and not people who I couldn't bond with.

We even have nicknames. Pini is mak, amira is kakak, tini is kucing and I - well I don't really know who I am. I was ibu at first, but now I just assume that I'm adik lol.

Sometimes when we leave Pini at home, she goes all "anak mak semua tinggalkan mak". 

We've never really had arguments before, and I've never really felt annoyed or mad at them. I am not really sure if they feel the same way about me, but I'm sure we're alright.

It was awkward at first but now we're pretty tight. We usually go to INTEC together in the morning,  eat dinner together, clean the house together.

Amira has this habit of playing the songs she likes over and over again.

And I have weird songs in my iTunes much to their distaste. So I guess me and Mira annoy Pini and Tini with our songs. 

We call Tini kucing because she acts like a cat and calls herself a cat. So once, we were reading Intec Confessions and during that time, there were so many posts about weird roommates. So I expressed how lucky I am to not get weird roommates. Then Tini told me to post something about her. So I did. I said something about her acting like a cat. The next day, my confession came up and we laughed so much at it.

On the whiteboard in our house, we have a 417 Confessions, and the things they write there just amuse me sometimes. The funniest part is that sometimes we don't even know who wrote what (or maybe that's just me). And once, I was holding the marker and smirking when Amira saw me, and I just smirked back and she said "nampak sangat".

Our greatest memories must be the ones when we battled with cockroaches together. And I am happy to report that there have been no sightings of roaches lately :D

When I was tired from doing my campaign work alone - bc Pikah was sick - they helped me colour the t-shirts and Pini helped me with my poster when it was almost 2 a.m.

Sometimes when I come home tired, they make me happy. And I am thankful for that.

I am thankful to have gotten housemates who care about each other and help each other when in need. 

And I love them for being who they are and I love them for treating me well even though I'm really annoying and noisy. So thank you dear housemates. May we be this close till the end <3

Indelible Part 1

It's been a while since I took the time to compose a real blog post. I have been extremely busy for the past 3 months (and also very lazy), so I haven't had much time to type anything out.

So I thought of recapping the best events I had so far in INTEC. Because I am just really happy today and my heart is filled with love for Austin and INTEC (ceyy), so I thought of sharing my joy with everyone. But I'll do it in parts since there have just been sooo many memories.

Austin 

So first of all, since I spend time everyday with them, I'd like to introduce to you the class of Austin!

hanna. elsa. hazman. irvin. jason. fara. afiqah. far. mirah. ariff. eddy. acap. YJ. imran. ahteng. atiqah. dahlia. hor yian. nabilah. sofyah. umar. (and me)

This was us for the memento photoshoot.

They are my source of joy and laughter. Their stupid jokes and intelligence make the class interesting. I can totally fit in with them. Even though we've had our disagreements and arguments, I honestly love them already, even though it has only been 3 months of togetherness. 

And they're all so intelligent and each has different opinions which definitely open up my mind. Their maturity impresses me and they have taught me so many things I never knew before (some which aren't even necessary to know, but good to know all the same; snuff films to be exact).

There are math geniuses, vocab geniuses, people who have a way with words, debaters, and just people with so many different aptitudes in one class, so I get to learn so much from them.

The image above was a class picture for memento. We had a slumber party theme and I was so pleased that most of them were 'sporting' and wore pajamas and stuff. 

Some of the lecturers didn't like us at first, and well, not many classes like us either - I think, I'm not really sure - but oh well, at least we have each other lol.

We even have a class couple - Hazman and Elsa - who I really adore.

Yesterday was Elsa's birthday and the day before was Hazman's and the day before that was Yian's, so Miss Nash (our writing lecturer) suggested to do a surprise for them. So yesterday during writing class, Miss told Imran to buy a cake. YJ, Eddy and Ariff went while Miss planned to act like she was angry for not doing our assignments well. While the guys were buying the cake, we checked our essay outlines, then when Miss was checking mine, she suddenly got angry and asked us how we were going to do our finals if we can't get our outlines right. She said to Hazman and Elsa "You can't just come in here all lovey dovey. Your whole outline is wrong!" 

I swear it felt so real and I really couldn't tell if she was acting or she was genuinely mad. Then the guys texted us to get ready to sing. 

It was pretty hilarious cause when we started singing, we could see that Hazman and Elsa were really upset after miss raged at the class lol.

so this is yian, elsa and hazman. 

And here are some of our random pictures

 ariff fara eddy

YJ who makes me look extra short

miss nash calls us the dumb blondes in the class

Speaking of, miss nash calls us dumb blondes because we're really spacy and slow at times. But the funniest one has got to be the day when everyone was making stupid jokes and laughing at it so I went:

Susu: Why are guys all so happy?!

Dahlia: I know right! I don't get it!

Miss Nash: What is wrong with you guys...

Susu: I don't know, they're all so drunk

Miss Nash: Why are you guys being so negative

Dahlia: She's talking about us, stupid

Susu and Dahlia: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Miss Nash: ... the dumb blondes in the class. 

And today, we had our campaigns, which was an assignment for oral comm course. My group (fara, acap, pikah and ariff) did one on sleep. We created awareness on getting enough and effective sleep. We had only one week of preparation but everything turned out so so well thanks to the group's cooperation. And I was just really happy because all our hard work paid off. The other groups prepared very well too; they did no phones during meals/it's cool to be nice/chill lah. Everyone's campaigns were really cool and the booths were pretty with badges and stuff.

A lot of people from other classes came and it was quite a havoc.

this was our booth for the sleep campaign. unfortunately I didn't take pictures of the other booths :(

 sofyah; the girl who used to live in korea

 fara and ariff (who is being ariff)

nabilah, who is a really sweet girl.

pikah who is such a good friend <3

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So thank you so much Austins. For everything you guys have taught me, and being the source of happiness.

And special thanks to Ariff, Fara, Pikah and Acap for the radio drama and campaign. To Irvin and Far for sharing their extensive vocab with us and initiating intellectual and insightful topics on the whatsapp group. To Yian (especially Yian), YJ, Eddy and Jason for teaching me precal. To Shipa for being a great friend. To Hanna for tolerating with my harassments. To Imran for accepting my scoldings and sarcasm. And just generally to everyone in Austin for being such great classmates.

(Dahlia needs her own post cause she's that special to me).

And I'm a bit upset 'cause we won't be in the same class next semester. k. 

Wordless Thursday???

Soulmates

We met in Primary school, SK Bukit Rahman Putra. I knew your name and spoke to you sometimes but we barely knew each other. I thought she was 'sombong' and she thought I was 'sombong' haha.

In Form 1 when we were all shoved into the Rancangan Khas class, all 40-50 of us (I don't quite remember how many students there were), she sat in front of me next to Syafikah who I knew quite well since Syafikah and I were classmates in primary school. I bothered her and Syafikah often with my endless questions, always poking them with a pen. Then the RK class split into two. I was put in the same class as her along with Syafikah, Khairin, Nina, Fawwaz and Afiq and also the other classmates of course.

Syafikah, her and me sat in a row in class. And so began our close friendship. I remember being an annoying git back then. Oh God, just thinking about it makes me flush with utter embarrassment. I was extremely immature and tremendously hot-tempered. I threw things around and merajuk with everyone like hell. Mmmhmh, that's who I was. An attention seeking git. But they still didn't leave me alone. They were still my friends. Especially her. She texted me once trying to pujuk me. 

Form 2 was a better year for me in terms of my personality. I guess I learnt to control my anger, but I had many personal problems and acted inappropriately at times. Did stuff but still... they never left me. They were somehow still patient with me. Even though I called her in the middle of the night crying she was ever so patient with me. I honestly don't know how she stands me.

I sat next to her in the next year. We had to move to RK 1 along with Fawwaz while the others stayed in RK 2. She was so patient to me. We've never had any real, serious fights or arguments, but of course both of us must've felt annoyed with each other at some point. But well, I guess that's how friendship is,  you have to accept each other's weaknesses. I once accidentally threw water at her. I wanted to hit her with a water bottle but I didn't realise it wasn't closed so yes, she was drenched. I felt so guilty and I expected her to be mad at me and stop talking to me for a while but she didn't. I know she was a little annoyed but she didn't let it out on me. We told each other almost everything and I felt that she genuinely cared. We were quite inseparable during that year.

I sat next to her again in Form 4. We joined the same clubs. Had the same group of friends. But then we had to separate. When I received the news that I was offered to go to MRSM TGB, she cried. And went to the other side of the class to sit next to Fawwaz. It was.. sad.

But you know what, I knew for a fact that we weren't going to drift apart like some friendships do when they're far from each other. We were still close. 

And you know what, it's probably going to stay that way insha Allah till the day we die.

I have never met a friend like her. Someone who is so patient with me and is there for me all the time. 

When I was in MRSM, I had quite a hard time. I was at my lowest point. I had no confidence, I felt like everyone hated me, I was tense, it was maddening. But she was always there to reply my messages and tell me that she loves me and a lot of other people love me. And that I'm pretty. And I took comfort in the fact that I still have my friends back home who still love me no matter what. I become calm after talking to her.

To me, she's the prettiest girl I have ever met. Besides my mother that is.
She's loud and sometimes when she talks it's like she's shouting. She once brought perfume to the zoo because of the bad smell. She knows how to dress (which I have no talent at). Everyone who meets her will instantly like her. She's good at making friends and she's friendly which I am quite bad at since I'm quiet and kind of awkward. Nak kata ayu, nampak ayu tapi ya Allah kelam kabutnya dia. She used to melatah a lot but lately not much. She's quite girly and prefers not to play sports but honestly she could be good at it if she tried. When we walked together in school, people used to mock us because of how slow we walked. There have been so many times when we walked to the lab or from the lab, the whole class would be behind us waiting to pass until someone tells us to walk faster or not block the corridor. I remember when this cute junior walked by and she sang part of Justin Bieber's Never Let You Go "It's like an angel walked by...". 

It's like we fit. She completes me. (I sound like I'm writing a love story). 

But I'm serious. I could never ever forget her. She's like a sister to me. And you know how people find soulmates in other genders, I think I found mine and it's her. 

Please understand that I am nowhere close to being a lesbian....................

And I hope someday everyone will have a chance to meet a friend like this girl is to me.

I expressed my fears to her that I was scared she'll forget me when I go to USA to study (insha Allah), but she told me not to worry. And I really really hope this friendship will last because I don't think I can ever replace her.

(creds to Iman for the pics)

By the way, she's in PLKN right now, and I hope she's alright there. I have no worries for her about making friends, but I am worried that she won't be able to stand the activities considering how she is (but I know she'll survive). Please pray for this friend of mine and I hope she won't have to experience what Adreena did and I hope that she won't take off her socks and generally I'm just really worried about her. Haha. Please pray for her.

And also I feel quite lonely without her right now.

Wonderful Emotions.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Okay, I had a wonderful (most wonderful) day yesterday. *deep breath.
I thought I'd like to share it hihihi. I am so thankful to Allah for my tremendously amazing day.

So um. Cough. The day I got my SPM results, Sadiq's mom told me to tell her my results and so I did. She then said that she wanted to treat me. I honestly thought she was kidding, but then I whatsapped Sadiq's sister (Mimi) who's also my tuition student. She told me that her mom wanted to bring me out to dinner.

So we set the date on Sunday. I initially thought it was just going to be aunty, Mimi (and possibly Sadiq), but then it turned out the whole family was going (including their grandma). I was nervous as hell thinking about it haha.

Yesterday morning I got ready and stuff and by 10.50 I was all ready and sitting downstairs trying not to think. Mimi then whatsapped me and stuff saying I should chill. And then I was so scared that I looked like a makcik so I (at the last minute) changed my whole outfit. Nasib baik diorang tak sampai lagi.

Me: Oi cuak nak mati ya Allah. Nak mati jap.
Mimi: Ehh jangan laa. Chill! Kitaorang bukan gorilla.
Me: Hahaha, tangan sejuk gila
Mimi: Hahaha, cool down.

Ok yes, I was so so so so so so nervous I felt like my heart could stop. And I really couldn't believe that my mom let me go I mean it's of course not something moms would easily give permission to... for my mom at least.

So then they arrived so I was like k I actually held my mom's hand masa nak keluar rumah because I was so so so scared. Then aunty keluar kereta cakap nak belanja I sekejap and my mom told me to behave then I went in the car then boom.

Ok no boom, it was alright. Aunty was so nice, she talked to me and all. And I was okay with Mimi so it wasn't SO awkward but I was of course all shy shy. I am not my best friend, Farhanah who is talkative and so peramah. Aunty belanja dim sum at Quality hotel and it was so delicious like seriously. I tak pernah makan dim sum dekat Malaysia actually so Alhamdulillah dapat rasa.

I was so full I felt like my stomach could explode, dahlah memang terbiasa makan sikit but then we managed to finish most of it. Everyone was just so full. So it was all okay. And maktok diorang was just so unintentionally funny cause of the things she said. After lunch we went to masjid shah alam for Zuhur :3
Then they didn't know where to go but Mimi said she wanted to go to Uniqlo so we went to One Utama teehee and uncle wanted to buy me something so aunty told me to pick something.

I was like aunty takpayah aunty but she kept insisting so then Mimi tolong I pilih so I picked a blue cardigan hihi ugh it was just so nice of uncle. I was blushing like mad sebab I really didn't want uncle to belanja me ahah Sadiq laughed masa aunty told him uncle wanted to buy me something. So then diorang nak pergi minum petang, I couldn't believe that cause I was so fulllllllllll but then we did pergi Rasamas yang dekat BBSB tu. Aunty belanja I tiramisu lol banyak kan aunty belanja?

So then it was time to go home but singgah rumah diorang sekejap cause aunty wanted to give my mom pisang tanduk (in my heart I was happy cause dari haritu lagi my mom wanted pisang tanduk). And I met Dora the cat who I always hear of and she was so adorable hihi.

Then they sent me back and I was ecstatic cause I had a good day. Aunty was just so so nice and uncle too. The whole family was nice to me. Aunty siap bagi lecture about sunnah semua and that we have to follow sunnah kalau tak boleh jadi bid'ah. And she invited my family to go to hadith and tafsir classes dekat rumah Johan (Sadiq's cousin). Aunty is such a lemah lembut person and I really like her :)

The end.

Haha no it was not the end of my great day. Masa balik tu I told my mom I wanted to buy clothes cause I saw some which were really nice so then we went to One Utama. But before that pergi makan Muhibbah dekat Sungai Penchala. IT WAS SO SEDAP I AM NOT KIDDING.
I have never eaten daging and ayam that was just so extremely lembut! Ya Allah alhamdulillah. Sedap gila ok hahah.

Then pergi Ou kan... we went to Mac store and abah bought me a Macbook Air. Ok alhamdulillah sangat sangat because I've been wanting it for so long. Last year I asked my mom if I could have a Macbook if I attained straight A+. And they granted my wish ya Allah alhamdulillah :D
And we went to Uniqlo to buy some clothes hihi. So by that time it was already 9.30 nearing 10. So yes I am nearing to my end of the day...

The day concluded with me driving home (for just a quarter of the journey haha) and I was just so tired and I am so thankful to Allah. Ya Allah thanks for those who made my day such a great one. I will never ever forget this :)

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So remember Me; I will remember you. And be grateful to Me and do not deny Me. (2:152)

The Little Things

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

I won't let these little things, slip out of my mouth

Those are part of the lyrics from One Direction's 'Little Things'. I don't really know what it means though hahah.

There was once in Form 3, I had to walk home with my brother because my mom went somewhere. My house isn't particularly close. Hmm, 5km away maybe? Well I'm not sure but those living in BRP would understand that walking home wasn't THAT safe. Ahmad Shahir, who was my senior/close friend was completely outraged by the idea. He kept telling me not to walk home and tumpang someone instead. He told me that non-stop. I was getting annoyed by then because I really thought it was nothing (walking home I mean) since I had my brother anyway. But he still didn't let me go so we walked home anyway. And he, being the over-caring person he is, followed us and teman us for a bit and he still kept membebeling at me. He teman-ed us till Petronas and he told us to be careful. He shouted to my brother to take care of me and to run if someone attacked.

In Form 4, when I was in MRSM, I received a letter from Asma. And there was also a paper filled with my old classmates and friends' messages. When I read them, I was instantly happy and I smiled for the whole day.

There was this one time in Form 5, when I had an addiction to cocopie and I just HAD to tell everyone that I wanted cocopie. I really craved for it and wished I had a locker full of it. That night, I returned to my room, and there were two cocopies on my bed. I was just so ecstatic, euphoric, *insert more synonyms here*. I was like \^_^/ I genuinely thought Allah sent them to me hahahaha, and of course He was the one who gave it to me, but through Fairuz Syima.

There's this girl who said I'm her idol. When I read what she said, I felt like crying. Because,

• I'm not that good of a person. I still commit countless sins.

• I don't think I cover my aurah perfectly yet.

• There are just so many better role models than me (Aina Nadhirah, Fatin Munirah, Adreena etc etc)

But most of all, I cried because she made me feel like I'm worth something, that I'm better than what I think. Memang pujian itu racun, but in this case, it gave me spirit to improve myself even more. It made me want to be worthy to be called a role model.

Throughout my life, there have been so many beautiful people, teaching me lessons and giving me moments to remember. There are so many more little things that I will forever treasure. And I thank Allah for blessing me with these people. 

5 Thirteen

Abdul Hanifz; That weirdo who's always doing weird things. One who dearly loves his little skateboard. That guy I look for when in trouble with my math or add math. I'll miss his random singing unexpected reactions. 

Adi Farhan; One of the most annoying guys I have ever met. Annoying macam mana pun, he cares for people. I'll miss his sarcastic faces, his dry jokes and those harsh words. I'll miss the times when I cry and he tries to comfort me - sitting next to me and handing me tissues. We've had our times when I blocked him and unfriended him on facebook but honestly, I'll miss him a lot.

Amir Ashraf; the guy who barely talked last year but has tremendously changed this year. His examination results have catapulted as well and yes, I am proud of this guy. He's our elephant. And he makes me smile by making such random remarks.

"Kau lah botak"

Faez Asraf; He's the guy I turned to when I was having troubles with BWPs. He's the guy who's always asking people to belanja him (a.k.a pengemis, haha). He's the one I love to disturb because he doesn't really layan me hahaha. And he's the guy with the masam face.

Umar Rafie; A guy who I once disliked due to stupid reasons. His remarks are nearly always funny. Quiet around girls and has almost no expression. 

Alif Hasalan; I'll miss his random singing of childhood songs. His misai and tahi lalat will be a source of entertainment to all of us. He makes us laugh with his funny remarks and just... makes us laugh when he doesn't do anything.

Din; A guy who, to me, is really aggressive. Lately, I just like to kacau him and he'll do it back to me. A guy who I once threatened to punch, aha

Eikhmal; My favourite radio DJ. I am 70% sure that he will one day be a radio DJ, if Allah wills it. He's the guy who is always mocking teachers in class, though he doesn't mean to belittle them. He is sometimes harsh and constantly mocks classmates as well. 

Hulaif; He's our professor. He gets mad easily and sometimes unexpectedly tries to be funny. My abang homeroom who has got friendlier this year.

Akmal Amran; The guy who is most popular with his tendency to sleep in class. One of the most mature guy in class and someone who gets annoyed easily.

Suffian; The artist in class.

Aimran Khalis; 513's engineer. He's a bit more mature than the rest but sometimes takes us by surprise when he randomly dances and joins them during acts of immaturity.

Amiruddin; A guy who I'm not particularly close to but I remember when he busted me when I was on my red spot.

Fakhri; A guy who has a weird and big laugh. Someone who makes jokes that aren't funny half the time and really menjaga batas dengan perempuan.

Ridhwan; Our Prime Minister who has quite a temper but is very responsible. I once had a small fight with him which turned out to be a misunderstanding and he tried his best to solve it. I'll miss his random outbursts on political issues.

Fazrill; The most elusive person in the class. Always nowhere to be found. He's a nice person though.

Azlin Azidin; One of the most helpful people in class and is always trying to help with everything. She is our mother in class and is nicknamed Ibuk Lin. She's adorable just like a cat and is very polite towards teachers.

Bayani; The girl who has has successfully controlled her anger this year. She is always the first to say sorry when we have one of our arguments, and she just tries to make us smile when we're down.

Hannah; The girl who used to annoy me but has changed her ways. She rarely gets mad at people and hates to hate. Her attempts at jokes just leave me smiling.

Haziyah; My mentee in class. She's adorable and small and makes people laugh when she tells stories. She's the one who cares about people when they have a frown on their faces.

Nunis; Her small laugh and weird faces always make me laugh. She's the one I always sing duets with. And I'll just miss this girl.

Myra; Her loud laugh is what makes her, her. She'll be so motherly when she sees one of us sad. A friendly person as well.

Tasha; A girl who is friendly and talkative. Warms up to people easily and is a good friend. 

Aisya Dania; The one is sekepala with me and is always there for me when I'm down. Always says she's not pretty when she is actually beautiful. She's the craziest woman and loves to dance. I just love her to bits.

"5 Masyuk"
"Bayar dulu, bayar lagi"
"I don't if this makes sense but..."
"Hallo"
"5 November ni ada orang punya anniversary"
"Bila nak buat malam kebudayaan lagi?"

Those endless memories. Just make me cry sometimes.

Memories

Yes I still hate the school but the people there - I will definitely miss them.
My classmates; though sometimes I wish they'd disappear, most of the times I'd look at them and I know I'll miss them when school's over.
My roommates; we've had arguments, we've all felt mad at each other, but we are one of the rooms who are tight with each other.
Sarah, Najwa, Alin, Dalilah, Farah, Jannah, Syima; they've all been there for me when times get hard.
Fatin, Iza, Sahera, Aina; my ex-BRPians who will always listen to my complains and chatter.

And all the other TGB-ians who I most dearly love.

Formal dinner at Hotel Renaissance, Melaka. Kembara Terbilang at Lambaian Danau. Graduation Day. Nights with my girls. Moments in class. All treasured and kept forever.

This is a video my classmates made:

Them Awesomes

Assalamualaikum dears,

I had a bit of a makan-makan thing on Thursday and naturally I invited my friends. My friends from my ex-school that is. I did invite the TGBians but of course none of them showed up (with the exception of Sahera and Iza but they don't really count).

So, more people than I expected came, and it was just really really really awesome.

It was the first time I was genuinely happy, TRULY happy in such a long time.

I thank Allah for blessing me with such beautiful, kind-hearted and awesome friends. Honestly, everytime I prostrate and give my thanks to Allah, I thank Him because I've been blessed with such perfect friends.

They ain't perfect nor flawless but they've given more love than I deserve.

They've been by my side no matter what I did, no matter how I treated them. I find them there for me whenever life gets too hard or when I need someone to tell me it's all right, I'm perfect as I am.

Ya Allah, they're such precious gems. 

Sometimes, I think that they're Allah's way of showing me His love. 

And it's just even more touching when they see me change to become a better muslimah and some even follow. Some ask me to teach them, and some cheer me on. Some of them share their knowledge with me. And the best thing is that they're all happy that I'm slowly changing - no words of perli-ing and such.

It's sad when some of my MRSM friends, who aren't from MRSM, are slowly breaking their friendships with old friends.

When I hear that happening, I repeat praises to Allah because it didn't happen to me.

It's been almost 2 years, yet they're the closest to my heart. It just proves that distance can't break all relationships. Not a friendship like what we have.

Ya Allah, I thank you with all my heart for giving me such lovely friends.

Thanks to Farhanah, Nina, Syafikah, Khairin, Iman, Asma, Sadiq, Afiq, Fawwaz, Intan, Ahmad and all the others for always being there for me - even after I've left them. 

There will forever be a special place for you guys in my heart. 

I pray that we'll all receive hidayah from Allah and may we all enter Jannah and get straight As for SPM :)

Fantastic Seven (minus Khairin and Syafikah)

Those little things

Mehehe I love these guys :)