I really don't know what I'm doing with my life. I have wasted so many minutes, hours, days. And I don't even know what I'm doing!
Like... I wake up, and I just fool around with the internet, watch some videos, go on Pottermore tiktok tiktok and suddenly it's noon. Then I just... I don't know. All I know is that I am barely doing anything these days, but time flies so fast.
This Ramadhan has been one of the least productive Ramadhans in my life (okay not to count the years when I wasn't fasting) and I am just so extremely disappointed with myself for wasting such a month. I don't even know if I'll live to see the next one.
Dyou know that feeling when you've done something wrong and you just feel so so guilty... but you don't really do anything about it.
I have to fix that.
Hahha this is so funny cause its so true and I believe (or at least I convince myself to believe) that everyone goes through this phase. But sometimes its not a phase but like your life. I have at least once a year asked myself the question of what am I doing with my life. Worse when I meet someone who is younger or roughly the same age and is winning at life. It would be interesting to find out if you still feel this way now, after 3 years in Michigan or perhaps after graduation.
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