Tuesday, April 30, 2013

As expected


As expected, Petronas rejected me. I can't say I'm not disappointed. I really am. What after being rejected by Bank Negara, Khazanah and also Maybank? I guess I really am... lame or something. Not good enough.

And MARA? I just really hope that insha Allah MARA will give me good news.

You can reject me but my spirit will never die. I am going to try everything to get that ADP Programme that I really want, because if I don't try I will never know right?
There's always PTPTN, there's so much more for me to try, the scholarships offered by the universities and I have to ingrain in my mind that I can't give up.

I have thought many times how I should've applied for the fast track but there is no time to regret things. I have to look forward now.

Allah has better plans for me Insha Allah. I have faith in Him.
Pray for me guys.


  1. InsyaAllah susu. Allah always has better plan for you.
    Much Love,

  2. Susu , InshaaAllah k. Never stop trying and believing .

    Btw , lol pasal your intention of writing a story about life in TGB tu hahaha you buat betul betul hihi KEWL LIDDAT (Y)

    1. hihi thanks ad for all your advice <3333
      mmhmmh but I decided to tone my dreams down a little and start off my blogging it first lol

  3. Dear, failing to secure a scholarship does not mean you'll fail in life. My whole batch couldn't even secure scholarships to study abroad because it was recession year, JPA, MARA stopped sending students abroad. We furthered our studies at local U. But oh my, some of my friends excelled and were awarded Royal Education Award, the highest coveted award in university. They furthered their studies abroad (Masters and PhD). So, fret not!

    1. Thanks! I'll keep that in mind and I guess at the back of my mind I know that. I just don't want to stop trying to live a dream I've had for so long :)