In 2 days, I'll be going off to college, leaving the comforts of home (sadly).
I'm going to INTEC, for the ADFP programme. Hopefully, I'll be able to maintain my results and in shaa Allah get to fly next year ^_^
Anyway, I'm teensy bit nervous for this Sunday and so many fears are circling in my head.
What if I don't have friends.
What if my results aren't okay.
What if people don't like me.
What if I become depressed.
I just wish my best friend would be going with me. Unfortunately, she isn't. Farhanah's at UiTM Puncak Alam now, taking Asasi Sains and darn do I miss our time together in Form 3.
And people have been telling me that I'll find another best friend and stuff, but I won't okay. She is like my ultimate best friend and no one can ever replace her.
Okay, off topic.
I've finished packing Alhamdulillah. I feel a little odd you know. I'm turning 18 but I just don't feel it, I don't feel mature enough to be entering college.
Just thinking about it freaks me out.
And here I am still yearning for my Form 3 days hahah.
Nina's in INTI, Syafikah's in Matriks Pahang, Khairin's in Matriks Selangor, Fawwaz and Farhanah are in UiTM Puncak Alam and Afiq is in UTP
Iman's in UiTM Kuantan and Asma will be going to KMKN soon.
So many people told us that at one point we'll just drift apart from our best friends. But I don't think so. Not with us. Our 2 years of being apart proved that. No matter where we are, we're still somehow together.
And maybe we don't talk much, we don't call each other that often but a bond as strong as ours cannot be broken.
Well, I am way off topic now but anyway, pray for me guys!